Bizarre. I had a dream that i visited one of my old regular website haunts, and remember feeling vaguely disappointed that i'd actually been there. Worryingly that little voice in my head has gradually returned over the past couple of days too. Not to panic though, i'm heading back out and re-reading the blogs that made me realise why i'm doing what i'm doing. Not going to fail with only a few days to my first months anniversary. On a side note, yes i have used HC pornography this week, only once but i was in dire need, it was one of my back up dvds. Not proud. The reason for it was it had been about a week and i just hadn't had the window of opportunity that i've had since my folks came back from their 2 week break, which was one of my concerns that i'd mentioned in previous posts. One thing i know keeping it all pent up is not good for the ol' brain.
On a minor side note, a workmate is trying to set me up on a blind date, never know eh?
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Good luck on your journey to quit. We all know temptation is everywhere. Do you want to keep DVDs full of it? I've got the same addiction you do, and I know it's difficult. But you can do it. My prayers are with you.
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